The truth is that I've been useless to everyone ever since I parted ways with April. The breakup destroyed me, and that's entirely on me for not being able to deal with it. The only thing that's brought me any solace is in raising my dogs, and I'm fully aware of how pathetic and sad that truly is.

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I've struggled for years with this. And I've tried. I really have. But even if I did come back, the culture and the platforms available have made it so that content production, for me is basically impossible and not a viable career option by any stretch. I don't know what to do with my life anymore.

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So thank you. Thank you all for your belief in me and all the years of loyalty, even through the years of troubles and even though I didn't deserve it. Thank you for giving a bum like me the chance to make you laugh and forget all your cares for a while. It was an honor to be a guest in your home.

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I'm at a loose end with my life now. Video production was all I was ever any good at. It was all I ever wanted to do. And now I can't even face getting in front of a camera anymore for all the feelings of shame and inadequacy I feel. I just don't know what to do except thank you all for your support

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It's been over ten years since I've produced any video content or done, well, anything with my life, really. I've been nothing but a burden to my family and you guys for all that time. I think perhaps it's time to admit to myself what you've all probably known for years now: that I'm done.

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