I feel this. I would've been a doctor by now, I was in uni, but I dropped out and I'm still paying off a debt to a semester I didn't go to (I went for like a week...) I know I can't afford it, and I also probably can't handle the schooling, but I wish I did my education really bad.

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Bf can't even sleep again, and he works another 12hr night tonight :( I wish he could just sleep, I know it's not my fault at all but he just hasn't been sleeping for days and I've been so overbearing on top of that cuz I've been so upset... I just wanna help him

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I'm glad I make him sleepy and give him a sense of peace and calm, despite how my mood has been. I've been so wildly depressed, hurt myself again (it's been a few days I'm holding as strong as I can), and just been crying over every little thing. Somehow, despite all that, he is so filled with love

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I don't know how, I feel like I'm terrible to be around when I'm this miserable, texting him constantly, and whining about small things. Still he calls and says how much he misses me, comes to cuddle, and wants me to hold him/wants to hold me and sleep in my arms. He just wants to be around me

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Im too scared to be honest with the people in my life. I’m supposed to be at this event but there’s cookies and food and I don’t wanna get out of bed. I don’t wanna exist

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