Same. I’m having to be very intentional about trying to schedule and plan time for myself and time with friends. Not that I even have much of that time available any more…

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Society's been atomizing lately, it's not just you. The best you can do, I think, is embed yourself in hobby subcultures, do friendship maintenance by engaging in activities together, things like that. Small group stuff. At least, that's what I'm trying to do.

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I’m not sure if I’m holding it together, fronting to support others, as unbothered by the situation as I feel like I’m coming across, or about to break down and cry any moment. Or a combo of realism and hopeful that is letting me push the bad possibilities to the side. Watching my fam get old sucks.

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<--- earnest desire to help, to act, to do because the helpless feeling is maddening ---> ability to help when I am Mach 6000 and running on pure cortisol with disproportionate emotional reactions

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I've been thinking about this whole concept for hours now. Because the part that is hardest FOR ME is the reactive nature of the unfairness trigger is what spurs me towards pursuing liberty, but it also compromises me from inception if my emotions are deregulated.

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