Bloopy!

bloopy.ca

17 October 2026 23:46

Emotionally I've not died yet. Mentally I'm humbled and withheld. Physically I might be near extinct. Spiritually I'm open to perspective. Good morning. Good night. Sweet dreams There might be more to say but until then I'm happy with how I've recovered so far. Medicated and all.

Bloopy!

bloopy.ca

17 October 2026 23:46

With my heightened emotions and abstracted theory of mind I let myself run away thinking I had no privacy left in the world My loved ones could only worry I could not self regulate my capacity for love in my delusional state of being, thinking my eyes held the world attaching meaning to everything

Bloopy!

bloopy.ca

17 October 2026 23:45

www.furaffinity.net/journal/1122... I wrote my life's story here for myself to keep myself stable and known, so I can be proud of living in my own skin, of having taken care of them the best I could. life satisfaction of people with schizophrenia is a complex configuration of strengths.

Bloopy!

bloopy.ca

17 October 2026 23:45

I have no guarantees this will go anywhere but it's a step forward into taking responsibility. This is my room where I stay most of my time inside of, looks quite lived in, right? My grandparents after their death was taken upon me to show them the world, I was haunted trying to let go of them.

Bloopy!

bloopy.ca

17 October 2026 23:44

It was quite scary looking back I barely have the connections to meaningfully understand what all I was saying and doing then. Things happen in their own good time I'd like to think, same goes when reality becomes stranger than fiction. Everything meaningful to me suddenly shifted.