loren schmidt

lorenschmidt.bsky.social

10 March 2025 09:52

i'm not sure how obsidian got a photo of my desk.

Alikind System

alikind.xyz

25 February 2025 15:02

the dream is over.

Alikind System

alikind.xyz

25 February 2025 15:02

maybe it's just *that*, and I'm being lied to. it wouldn't be the first time afterall.

Alikind System

alikind.xyz

25 February 2025 15:02

people are just going to hate us for who we are. all attempts of opening up were futile, I don't want to be unders anymore. things have to be pictured as perfect, inhumanly so. if I falter for a day or two the logical conclusion is that I hate them and not that I might be feeling unwell.

Alikind System

alikind.xyz

25 February 2025 15:02

even though that's the single thing I've tried to explain the most. my past self haunts me because reclusion is my coping mechanism, no matter where I go the time since then keeps ticking as if I never tried to get better.