i need to feel heard and i just don’t know how to feel that way if i stay quiet

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please please please be patient with me if i start going into the deep end. i’m not trying to lash out i’m trying to breach the surface so i can breathe

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separating this thought from the previous thread: so much of my existential dread and social anxiety is amplified right now by the medical struggle i’ve been enduring. i feel lonely all the time, even when i’m not alone. the pain in my body drains my energy rapidly and i’m tired more often than not

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i don’t know if anyone has the answer. i think coping mechanisms help but i don’t have any for this particular state i’m in right now thank you for sharing that with me. it makes me happy to hear that someone likes my work despite being outside the vocaloid scene’s orbit.

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and honestly that’s almost worse than feeling disliked. and i’m in so much pain over it.

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