Liari 🎴🦊

liarittv.bsky.social

06 October 2026 06:07

And as for "why are you posting here instead of keeping it to yourself" etc these people WERE my support circle. It was them I'd go to when I'd need support because I could depend on them specifically to not be yes-men and help me understand all perspectives and to be my anchors. Now they're gone.

Liari 🎴🦊

liarittv.bsky.social

06 October 2026 06:07

And even then, months and years together and not a single one of them thought "hey let's ask her what she meant by what we saw in case we have it wrong," instead of whatever monster I was painted as? Why did I deserve to be made to feel so emotionally safe if you planned to rip it from me? Why?

Liari 🎴🦊

liarittv.bsky.social

06 October 2026 06:07

I promise the depressionposting will stop soon, I'm just really mentally broken about how emotionally safe I was til I wasn't. I was under the impression things were fine and I was never told otherwise so of course I'd keep going how I was. How was I to know? I wish I understood why they did this.

Liari 🎴🦊

liarittv.bsky.social

06 October 2026 06:06

Well I lasted a whole 21 hours without depressionposting and then failed because I'm spiralling once again. How could someone I supposedly meant so much to just leave without ever telling me I was doing something wrong. How awful do you have to be to pretend we were okay until we weren't?

Liari 🎴🦊

liarittv.bsky.social

06 October 2026 06:06

Apparently yesterday was World Suicide Prevention day so great time to open up. On the 2nd of September I tried to end my life. My roommate, by some miracle, got to me before I took enough to be fatal and had to remove everything from my room I could use to try again, because if I could I would.