First dose of my new chemo down! I hope I tolerate it well but I need a nap 😭

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Birthday!

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fuck cancer. fuck everything about it. fuck how scared I am and how hard it is to say anything other than a sob.

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it looks like I should be starting chemo next week and I’m just so petrified of both the chemo and the cancer. I struggle to talk to my partner or my mother right now, let alone even my best of friends. It feels like all I can do is be in pain and cry and dissociate. It really isn’t you, it’s me.

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I want to apologize for kinda shutting everyone out lately I am the luckiest person in the world in that I have this much support but I’m just… still so overwhelmed and depressed that I can barely talk to anyone about anything I want to take so many of you up on help offers but I just can’t yet

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