kingdombalance.bsky.social
(She/her) Just a princess and her party of social misfits in a plural kingdom. We& are a queer plural trans Canadian-Bangladeshi. We& stream #indiegames, #retrogames, and #storygames with unique gameplays. https://www.twitch.tv/princessbalance
👤 Joined on 23 March 2024
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@kingdombalance.bsky.socialI'm sad, I'm angry, and I don't know how much more grief I can stuff into a 3 month period. I can't get groceries, go to the bank, or do laundry w/o having to regularly swallow down tears in public, or hurry to my car so that I can get it out before scaring strangers with unexpected grief wails.
Show PostI recently learned the only other transgender cousin I had Died by suicide earlier this year. She was 29. She didn't make it to 30. I almost didn't make it to 30. I wasn't there for her. We haven't talked in 5-6 years. I cut contact w/that side of the family in 2020-2021.
Show PostIt took more than a decade, but finally the neurologist agrees that maybe we should get MRI of my fucking brain. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!! Not like the clinical paperwork says that there should be a differential assessment for epilepsy before diagnosing the DID but here we are. 🥰🙏👏👏👏
Show PostMaybe instead of modeling the tragedy and drama, we could model how to respond to suicidal people? Maybe we should model emotional intelligence? Compassion? Responsiveness? Active listening? Emotional support? Healthy boundaries? Naaah, let's just trigger all the suicidal people 🙃 that'll help.
Show PostWhen suicide prevention campaigns do a video advertisement showing loved ones begging and screaming at a locked door, I got to tell you that's not preventing me from my suicidal ideation. That's very triggering and activating, actually.
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