smittenclown.bsky.social
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👤 Joined on 29 May 2026
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@smittenclown.bsky.socialMy roommate says there's no rules saying I couldn't still make porn and give it away for free. But do you deserve that? What would I be doing it for? Compliments and likes I rarely receive? To continue to flop and feel ugly and unwanted? Why bother.
Show PostI'm scared about my future and almost every time I turn to SW for help with my finances or even just my self-confidence, I'm sorely disappointed. I don't want to quit b4 I'm forced to by external forces. It was my dream to do well at this. Not extremely well, but better than this. I'm rambling. Idk.
Show PostIt frankly sounds like a fckin nightmare for someone like me and I'm not ready to give up on my baseline health ever improving. But the fact she, who always has my best interests at heart, even thought to look into it and suggest it is disillusioning and scary. I don't want to live like this forever
Show PostIn which case I would be forced to quit selling porn even if I didn't want to and would never again be allowed to have more than a certain amount of money in my bank account at a time. I'd be monitored and would never be allowed to work in any way or do anything to improve my income until I die.
Show PostI should just shut up and be grateful things aren't worse. I'm privileged to have a vanilla job. Tho I don't know when I'll be able to work again and getting paid in the meantime has been a challenge. Roommate has even floated the idea of me permanently quitting all work and living off disability.
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