another end to a collab, and yet another overwhelming feeling of sadness / depression / disappointment. despite people saying they value my presence, I don't believe that. I contribute NOTHING meaningful. I dont know why I continue to ask / join em. (cont.)

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sure, part of that non contribution is me being the absolute worst at conversing. I have always been a "dont speak unless spoken to" kind of person. could I try and force that change? sure. but that might just make things worse i dont fucking know anymore man

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Mermaid AU

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It's so cool, and a very big honor that whenever I show up in a stream/discord/other social media people recognize me and tell me they're a big fan of my work. I try to act cool, but I'll always feel very giddy inside. "Wow! I have fans! Amazing! I'm so happy!" Thanks you people. ❤️

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