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I still find it hard to sit at my PC when I am home alone. I usually avoid it until my partner is home. I still get paranoid my fire alarm will go off despite no signs of that happening. I have nightmares of losing my home and my pets all over again. I still struggle with guilt for not ..2/3

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I still struggle with guilt for not being able to save my pets even when going back in for them. So, I am working on my ability to be able to sit here at my PC alone and continue to live life until it doesn't affect me. I do want to return to streaming but right now, I am focusing on my sanity.

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"Are you ever going to stream again?" I do want to, unfortunately due to the house fire I have really bad ptsd, mild agoraphobia (I still go out just anxiety of something happening when I am not there and anxiety. I was at my PC at the time and though I have gotten better in many ways.... 1/3

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