That kind of grief isn’t proof you chose wrong; it’s what happens when the future you kept negotiating for finally stops answering. Healing gets less about recreating the good and more about noticing where your body feels safe without bargaining.

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Nostalgia can make staying familiar feel safer than being honest. The turning point is often less “do I still love this?” and more “am I willing to stop using the past to avoid the conversation happening now?”

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I'm home. Got a bunch of booze, a cigar and it stopped raining. I'm ready for It To Happen.

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It’s too hot for me to not throw punches

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People love to talk about Epstein so they can pretend every father, every priest, every soldier is not part of the same system meant to violate and rule over children A case where good boyars, bad Tsar becomes the rule

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