💚🤎 I FEEL PRETTY

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And even with our immense efforts, the very little that leaks through is still more than most are comfortable with. And this happens just as much with other mentally ill folks. We BPD sociopaths are the crazies of crazies. 90% of folks touting mad pride have never examined their biases about us.

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So when someone really matters, we try super hard to keep our obsessive tendencies in check. Gotta drip-feed em our insanity, y’know? Not because we wanna, or think it’s a perfect system—it sucks—but because anything else almost always results in disgust or violence from their social conditioning.

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We’re trying so hard, so hard, to be normal and not offputting for these girls we’re into. Our neurotype’s inclination is to be obsessive. We don’t think that’s inherently bad, but we know it discomforts most folks. Our BPD + sociopathy is considered Weird and Creepy even by most neurodiverse folks.

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Got an apartment viewing today. Not too optimistic, cause of the landlord, but we gotta do the work.

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